my patience is aboudant with her, but my mother is not.cuz she is not her daughter.

i wish i had choice, but i don't.

watching the video in which she was singing a song dedicated to her mom, who promised her to wait until she got married, but did not make it in the end (amother two friends of mine also wrote an entry for this star), i did not know i almost cried.

to be a mother is so hard, maybe that's why people say it is safer to be hated than to be loved. and to love is to get hurt, sometimes by those who love u most.

who knows what is going to happen in the future? but once she is there, there is no turning back.

PS(24/Feb): S is right, not hated, but feared.sorry for my bad memory.