read Angels and Demons by Dan Brown in about 3 days, quite a lot of surprise,mater mind design of the four simple words, stunning and mind bogging. a very good discourse on the relationship between science and religion. i do not quite understand why there are people who would sabbtage Vatican city, or kill in the name of a belief. maybe for an athesit there are riddles that the mind is incapable to work out? still it would be such a neat idea to visit that small country some day in the future, with a very good guide leading you thru churches, though he is agnostic. may this be one of my future plans.

reading the Regena's Songs these days, about twins who are connected even after death.multiple personality disorder, serial killing, etc. but i am not so used to first-person monolog, or story telling. u tend to be reliving the whole story, meeting people and wondering from a nuthouse to a door factory, and to a school...

just got confirmation, so i changed my previous plan. this change is really welcome. could not wait for next month when i could finally leave the town for a couple of days, meet people i want to meet, and visit places i want to visit, eat, drink(water or a little red wine?),travel, feast my eyes on nature's beauty. hope this dream goes uninterupted by phone calls for work.

in passing, there is going to be 10,000 clicks on this page in a very short time. it is actually startling to learn the cycle is so obvious in my words. but maybe depression is just like a cold, u catch it now and then, some emerge fast and better, some get stuck and sunk deeper into the sunless abyss. 

human mind is such a riddle...

something u take for granted suddenly becomes precious, like ur name. and how many names you can have in ur life?

but ABC and XYZ, like alpha and omega, are pefect combination. maybe Dan Brown could conjure up fancier names?