after the two day crystal thing, i then should be ready for the upcoming events-airport, train journey, family  reunion, giving hand, more journey  under plan...departure, and to be left alone again.

things happen fast, and things move slow, something seems to be timeless, and something ends up like a fine joke,

the truth still takes a while to sink in, but i have to congratulate on my good luck. maybe nothing is done in vain, end result may prove it a necessary path to maturity. no spite, no regret.

time makes u callous, it also makes u vulenrable, maybe that is why i feel i am growing old now.

this is not a place where i tell people my private life, but maybe without my knowing, i already revealed a lot, and one particulr reader did so well in interpretation and that one ended up in that life.